Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i shall start by complaining about the CCA board.
i mean seriously. WHY put us through all this emotional struggle. i mean. id rather hear we just got a gold, rather than hear 'oh, gold and gold with honors will be announced as gold. wait for the certificate' and then see st patricks get a gold with honors. i wouldnt be crying so hard now. really, i wouldnt. i would have gotten over it. but NO. you HAVE to put me through such a TERRIBLE time. we really put in all the effort. we GAVE OUR BEST. we gave up our public holidays, school holidays, saturdays, EVERYTHING. and what do we get? we get emotional turmoil. i feel like STRANGLING SOMEONE NOW. why cant they just. tell us the truth? why hold back. and give it straight to st pats.? ahhhh. KILL THEM.
i really dont want to believe. any of this. i really dont. i cant. i cant. i cant.
HoldMeInYourArms.
8:13 PM