Sunday, March 09, 2008
so yeah. last night was a bad time to talk to me cause i was crying my eyes out.
im sorry gabriel. i know what i promised. and yeah. i didnt keep it. im sorry.
and thanks for being that marvelous pillar of support you always are, especially yesterday when i was so down and everything. really appreciate it alot alot.
today in church i almost cried again. and it felt weird cause normally im happy on sundays! there was youth service today... i still dont quite like the noise, but i guess im getting used to it. and today there was this rather interesting time when the musicians just played on and on and on but no one was singing, and it had this really magical effect on me (: paster kc did a real good job with the message. and then yeah. during the lesson thingy time [i still dont know what to call it] it was interesting! cause our teacher told us to share the verses which we liked. naturally, i pick Matthew 6:27. so i shared that cause im the kind of person who worrys alot, i need to rely on such verses. (: and then grace says "yeah, can see that!" and that sort of sparked off me thinking. maybe im not as antisocial as i thought, and maybe thats how God was trying to speak to me? like that im not alone. these people in my class, they do care (: and it felt nice.
i'll still miss GBC lots and lots, but like mum said, sometimes we just have to move on. and afterall, we still can go back to visit!
thank you God. (:
HoldMeInYourArms.
5:27 PM
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