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Can't Live A Day
by Avalon
I could live life alone
And never fill the longings of my heart
The healing warmth of someone's arms
And I could live without dreams
And never know the thrill of what could be
With every star so far and out of reach
I could live without many things
And I could carry on, but...
CHORUS
I couldn't face my life tomorrow
Without Your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without You
I could travel the world
See all the wonders beautiful and new
They'd only make me think of You
And I could have all life offers
Riches that were far beyond compare
To grant my every wish without a care
Oh, I could do anything, oh yes
But if You weren't in it all...
I couldnt face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without You
Oh, Jesus, I live because You live
You're like the air I breathe
Oh, Jesus, I have because You give
You're everything to me
I couldnt face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without You
I couldnt face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You
Lord, there's no night and there's no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You're the heartbeat of all I do
I can't live a day without You
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
1.What is the connection between you & the last person that called you ?Huijie called me. she's my classmate (:2.Did you ever turn off your cell phone ?hahah.3.What happened at 10.00am today ?I WAS SLEEPING. pig much.4.When did you last cry ?a moment ago. when i realised, that i miss the GBC people. and i miss my family. and i miss. alot alot alot of things.5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?CHOCOLATE. you know theres this really coool chocolate thing with peanutbutter inside! ITS LIKE SOOOOO NICE OKAY!6.What do you want in your life right now ?i want things to. be normal. before everything changed.7.Do you carry an umbrella out when it rains, or just put on your hood ?if i have my instruments with me, then i have to use the umbrella. if i dont, well then i run around in the rain (:8.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed ?P&P! cause they always look sooo adorable.9.What bottoms are you wearing now ?light blue jeans.10.What is the nicest text in your inbox says ?hey ting.
dont ask me why. i just felt like sending this.
to attack your last statement before you disappeared. no you're not a bother. i consider you a friend of mine, and i personally believe that if you do have any problems you should tell someone. if you're not comfortable with telling me anything, then at least tell someone else. it should make you feel better. if not, just pray.
you say that you have no purpose in life. well, i would like to remind you that if you believe in God, one of your purposes would be to spread his word. and i can tell that you're a great christian. also, who knows how, but you have had an extremely great impact on the life im living now. you have helped me to become a better person, and im extremely grateful for that.
please dont do anything stupid, ya. i wont let anything bad happen to you. you're one of the best things that had happened to me so far, and as a friend, i will not forgive myself if anything happens to you. okay?
mom nagging me now. gotta run, so yeah, bye. and stay optimistic.ohman. its so nice right! hahah. (:11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?yes.12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone ?why would i be wearing something i borrowed from someone?13.What was the last movie you last caught ?hmmm. it was so long ago, i cant remember!14.What are you proud of ?finishing the 2005 and 2006 Physics papers! (: and studying bio today.15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox says ?haha. an email from the website from which gabriel tried to find out my crush, which at the point in time did not exist. its from like 2004. now i find it strange, that such an old email still is in my inbox. hahah.16.What is the last song you sang out loud ?My Father's World.17.Do you have any nice names ? What are they ?hahah. define nice?18.What was the last receive text message ? Who was it from?19.What time did you go to bed last night ?past 12. cant remember the exact time.20.Are you currently happy ?apart from missing everything from my past, yes. cause today i was out studying (:21.Who gives you the best advice ?JEROME!22.Do you eat whipped cream straight away from the can ?uh. no. but i'm really really really tempted to.23.Who did you talk on phone last night ?i dont think i talked to anyone on the phone last night.24.Is anything bugging you right now ?yeahh25.What's bugging you right now ?im bugged that my family gets to go for church camp, and im stuck at home with a sister who won't do housework, missing them like anything ):26.Do you wear toe socks ?nope.27.Who was the last person you last had a missed call from ?if it was missed, would i still know who it was? uhhhh. strange question!28.Have you ever had your heartbroken ?yes.29.What annoys you most in a person ?when they know that they are sad, and showing that they are sad, and still live in denial, saying they're fine.30.Do you have a crush on anyone ?yes.31.Have you ever done cocaine ?no.32.What is the colour of your room ?offwhite.33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?no. THOU SHALT NOT MURDER!34.Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap" ?yes.35.Who was the last person who lay in your bed ?me. but if you count kwallas, then perchy and phascolarctos.36.Who was the last person who hugged you ?ARRA!37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?the last one i kissed was daniel. and i suppose mum and dad saw! hahah. aww. i really really really miss them now.38.Do you have a life ?yes.39.Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't ?i dreamt. that someone died. and i freaked out. woke up crying... but yeah. i know the person was alive. it was just freaky, thinking i lost that person.40.What is the reason behind your profile song ?whats a profile song?41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams ?jerome.42.Last time you smiled ?hahah. when i typed the answer to 41.43.Have you ever change this year ?changed clothes, yes. alot! hahah. i became more stable in my emotions. (:44.What are you listening to right now ?MELODIES OF LIFE (REBORN) ohman this song is sooo beautiful and touching.45.Are you talking to someone doing this ?no. who else would do this?! hahah. (:46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?open, unless im listening to beautiful music, and on a relatively empty street that i am entirely familiar with.47.Is there any quote you live by ?yes.48.Do you want someone you can't have ?huh?49.Have you ever played an instrument ?piano, violin, oboe, guitar, drumset.50.What is the worst idea you have this week ?talking bout studies.51.What are you doing last night 11.00p.m?playing sudoku too. hahah. (:52. Are you happy with your love life ?i dont exactly think i have one now.53.What song do your describe your love life ?i dont know enough about songs to describe something using a song.54.Does the person know you like him/her ?yes55.Who always make you laugh ?ravleen, laura, yibo, gabriel, thomas, jerome, jiahao!, joycelyn [cause she tickles me]56.Do you speak other language other than English ?chinese! hahah. and im working to improve that.57.Are you blonde ?nope.59.What are you doing tomorrow ?band practise (:60.What do you think you are like ?im like my mummy, and im like my daddy, and im like my siblings, and im like my friends. (:61.Who do you chose to die with ?i cant really choose, can i. i dont want to die. i want to be raptured (:62.Where have you been today ?esplanade library, to study. then shopandsave for the concert gifts.63.What do you play often ?the piano! and the oboe. and the english horn.64.Who are you missing right now ?GBC people! awwman. and my family who's out at churchcamp. ohhhhh and phascolarctos... ):man. im crying again. )':65.If you've choosen between LOVE & FRIENDSHIP,who will you choose ?friendship. its ten times more funlaughterpeaceandjoy66.What are you doing right now ?this quiz, chatting with james, huijuan, robyn.67.Which primary school are you from ?xingnan primary, geylang methodist primary.68.Name 3 colour you like.PURPLE, black, blue.69.What emotion you like to show ?(:70.What is life to you ?thursday, to thursday, to thursday (:71.If you have something troubling you,what will you do ?i pray about it, cry about it, tell mummy, and jerome. cause thats where the best advice comes from.72.Who did you last chat in msn ?huijuan/james. they seem to like talking at the same time.73.Who do you admire most ?Jesus. cause he died for me. FOR ME!74.Which month are you born in ?July75.How are you feeling right now ?sleepy, and guilty.76.What is the time right now ?10.02pm77.Where are you right now ?at home. sitting on this wooden chair, infront of this computer.78.What colour did you use to dye your hair ?my hair isn't dyed yet! after olevels, maybe it'll be purple (:79.Why are you doing this test ?hahah. cause it looked cool! 100 questions.80.What you do when you are moody ?i snap at people. and then i cry.81.At which age you wish to get married ?its all up to God (:82.Who is more important to you ? Girlfriend/Friend ?friends. cause my girlfriends ARE my friends. and by saying friends, i can include my boyfriends too XD83.Do you think you have enough confidence ?nope. i cant play my stupid 7note solo.84.Who is the person you trusted most ?trusted? why the past tense!85.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain ?if you mean looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, yes. if you mean actually, looking for the rainbow, then not exactly. its nice to look up at the sky though (: rainbows are such pretty things.86.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?hahah. me being happy in a school of my choice [which i still dont exactly know] and having great friends, from the past, as well as current...87.What is your goal for this year ?L1R5 6! hahah. its so totally impossible, though.88.Do you believe in eternity love ?yes. God loves me eternally (:89.What feeling do you love most ?happiness (:90.Do you really think it's global warming now ?yes. the weather is mad. MAD I TELL YOU.91.What is the feeling you hate most ?i hate hate itself (:92.Do you cherish every single friend of yours ?yes.93.Do you believe in god ?YES. make the g a capitol letter, please.94.Who care for you most ?my parents, my siblings, and my friends (:95.What do you think is the most important things in your life ?my relationships with people around me.96.What will you bring when you fight ?uhh. when, and what will i be fighting for!?97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?heaps of things.98.Who is the person who sent you the most messages in your inbox ?jerome.99.What if your stead two-timed you ?then i'll give him up to the other girl. cause if he two-times me, then he doesnt love me (:not that i have a stead now.100. What is the question you hate the most?what do you want to eat for lunch/dinner?
hahah. look! a 100question quiz.
thinking about the past makes me cry. i really really really really miss the GBC people. its been like. such a long long long time. ): and its like. these people were part of my entire childhood! like right up till i was 15. 15years. is a very very very long time.
i want a hug. i really really really want a hug. ): but no one's at home. ): cause they're all out at churchcamp. ):
RAWR. i must be strong. i must be in control of my emotions. I MUST!
HoldMeInYourArms.
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