yet another month has passed since my last post... i feel really bad! ):

but hey this year, has been really really awesome. and one blog post simply wont be able to hold it all. ive finally started fitting in in CBC. people getting to know me for who i am. and not just as one of the 5 kids. oh, and realising that im actually seventeen, not fourteen. i feel a whole lot closer to God, especially cause now im facing so many more problems, and i need to turn to God a whole lot more.!

being that close to getting retained in junior college really gave me a huge scare, and a huge push. junior college isnt going to be easy, especially with A levels round the corner. but hey, i've the awesome classmates who'll be more than happy to lend me a hand, even though i've messed up their timetable ):

this year, 2009, has really been wonderful. ive finally managed to push things from my memory, and they wont be coming back to haunt me anytime soon. i've overcome the stupidest phobia i've ever had, i've made tons of new friends, i'm in the awesomest class ever, i've had so many new experiences - whether good or bad. and everything has helped to shape me, to become what i am today.

i'm learning so much more about what it really is to live, love and laugh.

and i really really really need to thank all the people who've helped me along the way. i should be more personal in this, so it wont be coming up here. check your emails, alright? (: perhaps i should start composing now so that it wont be too much of a rush when the new year comes in.

anyway, here's wishing one and all a really happy new year! 2010 is going to be full of surprises, im sure. it'll fly by just the way 2009 did... treasure every moment you have with the people around you. (:

<3.